Do you ever feel alone and how that relates to your Soul Contract🌙

Have you ever felt alone in life? Not necessarily lonely, but an underlying sense of being alone? This feeling has been a constant theme in my life, and it wasn’t until this past year that I truly understood what it meant to feel ‘alone’ and how it had shaped my experiences.

A Journey of Healing

2023 and 2024 have been transformative years for me. Healing wasn’t something I actively sought. It simply unfolded, and before I knew it, I was deep into the journey.

Initially, I embarked on inner child healing, which involves connecting with your younger self. I remember sitting down with childhood photographs to trigger memories. One photo, which I had overlooked countless times, suddenly resonated deeply. It was my ten-year-old self in a fifth-grade class photo. She had a beautiful smile and an innocence that made me want to protect her.

In that moment, I connected with my younger self in a profound way. I recalled feeling intensely alone in that classroom, surrounded by others yet isolated.

Realizations and Memories of Feeling Alone

Although I don’t have many childhood memories, I managed to recall four significant ones. In each memory, I felt alone, different, unseen. Despite being social and having friends, I never truly felt like I belonged.

Realizing that this feeling of being alone started in childhood and persisted into adulthood was devastating. As a hopeless romantic, my dreams are filled with being fully loved and seen by everyone in my life. All I wanted was to hug that little girl.

The Healing Power of Soul Contracts

As a Soul Contract Practitioner, I understood where this feeling originated. By working with my inner child, reminding her of her worth and how beautiful her future is, I found peace with this sense of aloneness. Accepting that we are never truly alone and fully embracing myself helped heal this wound, transforming it into something beautiful.

Understanding Soul Contracts

It wasn’t until I learned about soul contracts that I truly grasped why this feeling surfaced. In the Soul Contract modality, twenty sound frequencies can appear in your birth chart. One of these is the 8 frequency, which is about grounding and emotions.

The 8 frequency often manifests as someone who struggles to relate to society, peers, and family. They feel different, have difficulty committing to life, and often self-sacrifice, becoming overly involved in others' lives while neglecting their own.

This frequency can lead to difficulty feeling and releasing emotions, creating a sense of disassociation from life. Without feeling safe to engage with emotions, how can one feel safe to engage with society?

Embracing and Healing

The beauty of the 8 frequency is that as you process and heal your emotions and past traumas, you begin to ground into your own body and the world. Embracing your worth and emotions frees you from the challenges of this frequency. The feeling of being alone transforms into a profound self-love, attracting people, places, and things that value you. You find your true home.

Discover Your Soul Contract

A Soul Contract Reading offers a deep interpretation of your life experiences from a Soul level, based on your birth name. We will uncover your karma (what you are here to overcome), goals (what you are here to achieve), talents (aspects to help achieve your goals and transmute karma), and your Soul Destiny (the purpose of your life).

If you're curious about how this plays out in your life, consider a Soul Contract Reading. Click here for more information.

For your free soul contract birth chart, click here and follow along on my YouTube channel.

With Much Love and Gratitude,

Yiannah Ahmohr Manokas